“I’ve just brought the twins here for an hour, while my four-year-old has her Mandarin lesson.”
Huh? I stare blankly at Rosa, a mother I have just started chatting to at the soft-play session. She is young, smiley, nicely dressed. She isn’t sporting a twin set or pearls or any other obvious accoutrements of an awful pushy parent. And yet… Mandarin? Four years old?
“Then this afternoon we’re just staying at home.”
“We are too,” I say, relieved. “God, afternoons, eh? We never do anything. Other than sit around watching Fireman Sam!”
“Really?” Rosa looks alarmed. “We usually do home schooling but this is our day off. I believe kids need to learn to manage boredom.”
This is happening to me more and more: I’ll start a perfectly normal conversation with a perfectly normal-looking fellow parent, and after five minutes things will get all weird. The other day, for example, the mother of one of Larry’s friends from nursery told me she had signed her son up for a private primary school in a distant, leafier, suburb. I almost choked. I mean, get a grip! Does she think she is doing him a favour? Quite apart from anything else he’s going to have to wear one of those dorky little hats.
I don’t blame people for feeling edgy, though. In a way, it’s good to know I’m not the only one. We are all trying to equip our children for what lies ahead, and we are all fumbling uselessly in the dark. Will they live in a totalitarian cyber-state? Become drone labourers for the Chinese? Experience a hideous environmental apocalypse? We can’t confidently rule anything out.
Rosa yawns and rubs her weary eyes. On the trampoline, one twin is jumping on the other twin’s head. Before having children, she was a doctor. She was trained to figure out what is wrong with people, and give them pills to make it better. She is applying the same practical, problem-solving approach to her children’s prospects.
There is a tiny nagging part of my brain that thinks I should be more like Rosa. Instead of brooding helplessly about the future, I should focus on finding solutions. No doubt Mandarin would come in handy, and I’m sure there are computer programming courses for toddlers out there…
It’s no good. I just can’t do things that way. I’m not organised, or determined, enough. Instead I fall back on a fuzzy conviction that if Larry and Moe are generally loved and have fun they will find a way to be happy even in challenging circumstances. If they both have nice friends and, when the time comes, nice girl (or boy) friends I will consider myself to have done well. Of course, this lackadaisical attitude is probably partly to blame for my own tumble down the socio-economic ladder.
There are some advantages to the fuzzy approach, though. As she bundles her twins into their double buggy and rushes off to manage her daughter’s boredom, Rosa sighs and says the saddest thing in the world. “If you knew what it was really like before you had kids, you’d never do it, would you?”